Tuesday, March 4, 2014
So many memories come back to me! I understand when you left us your heart belonged to Cortney, but for 20 years your heart belonged to me, . I don't want to hurt anyone with my comments, but I loved him dearly. He was my best friend, my confidante, my lover, and my protector. I clearly remember so much . The first time we lived together, he brought this damn dog home,, a beagle, I believed he named him Boomer.p! I wanted to smack him silly! He helped me raise my kids for years ! I stood side by side with him and fought to get the kids, mine and his! And we won! For two years we provided a loving stable home! Those were the best years of my life! It took some Tim, but I realized he truly loved me! The last time we talked he promised me he was only a phone call away, I would give anything take that call right now, I feel so lost knowing I will never be able to tell him how sorry I am I hurt him, I would give anything just to feel his arms around me again. The worst day of my life, he held me for hours I poured my soul and my tears on his shoulder and he just held me till I cried myself to sleep, then he carried me to bed. He never left my side, the world feels dark and empty too me. I cannot stop the tears ! I thought I had time, to tell him how I really feel, I would give anything to have one more chance! I love you Lee, the world feels dark and empty with you gone, my heart will NEVER be the same
I thought there was time to fix this and now I will have to live with the s sorrow and regret for the rest of my life. I love you dearly lLee I will have a smile on my face but there will be tears in my eyes and a hole in my heart is just not possible sometimes it just seems like it's not possible but you're gone. I would give anything to have one more time to tell you how much I love you and house sorry I am that I hurt you that was never my intent rest in peace my friend and know that you are dearly loved and unbelievably missed . I'll never forget you ever. I will love you forever please know that you are loved. Rest in peace my friend my lover my partner my protector. Q
