Friday, October 22, 2010
I feel torn apart right now, so mad at you for the way you treated me and resented me while I was growing up. I was hoping you could change that when you had grandchildren,or at least make an efford too. I guess it's not your fault you are who you are. You know my problem with going to your funeral is that everyone is going to make you out as a saint, because you cared more about the people you dealt with than your own family. just because you passed away doesn't give you the right not to be an asshole anymore!!! I know you did the best you could but you were an asshole but your my dad and for some reason I still respected you, so in the end you did something right.. I will tell you this though you missed a lot of laughs with your grandkids they are the best thing that has ever happend to me..Bye Dad, I always loved you no matter what..
